my motivation board that i have on one side of my cupboard door,basically, its just some wonderful knick knacks and notes by teachers and friends that i put up to remind me of who am i
and to motivate me for school :D
its kinda messy though. hehe will arrange them when i have the time :)
school is starting in 3 days!
woah im rushing and finding all the time ive left to meet friends and just enjoy..
but it hasnt been coming out good LOL!
these few weeks have been hardest for me.
with alot of doubts, feeling of emptiness, loneliness.
nobody is ever there for me when i needed a hug, a shoulder to cry on, someone to tell me everything's going to be okay.
none of that.
and because of that i bottled everything up.
im hoping tmr would be a day for me to forget that i ever had doubts about everyone.
to forget that i ever felt empty or alone.
to forget that i never had somebody that couldnt be there for me.
to forget that my bottle was ever full.
to forget about all my family problems.
im tired of feeling down all the time.
i want to be happy, for once.
